春 [HARU]

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Я пытался придумать слова Но всё итак слишком запутанно И я знаю, что ты назовёшь меня "хорошем парнем" В худшем смысле этого слова И будешь права Когда-то я думал "сколько можно скрываться?", но теперь я понял На сколько абсурдно это звучит Когда сидишь среди срубленных кустов В месте где никто давно не играет в прятки Знаешь, я хотел сделать отсылки к знакомым нам местам, как та комната, или к твоей собаке Я пытался придумать слова, но В моём сердце не хватает места для таких слов Как на обрывке листа из тетради
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Is it bad to fell sorry for myself? I only cry from my own mistakes I just want you to be okay But you don't want to get up off the floor Put on your clothes I'll wait outside I just don't want to see you catch a cold Or be feeling old Your self-destructive desire And complexes Makes me feel so worthless And you don't know how beautiful you are You might not know but I still think that you are perfect Maybe I'll write you on your birthday (you don't need me) (but) I'm in need of your existence お元気で
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What if I don't want to fucking smile And you're pissing me off with your pretty smile I also want to be happy I'm not saying you're fake but I would be against I never knew what it's like to be understood Maybe I should be more open I'll say it in your face and you'll answer with a punch I hate you I love you I care And if I have something burning in my chest I'll scream And if I have something worthwhile to say I'll scream
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Vesna 04:24
Why is everything like that (like what?) Like fucking that I thought I broke the code and got into your head Maybe that's just in my mind in my fucking head I just want this snow to melt Dripping dirt from melting roofs on a sludgy ground I begin another rout just to fuck it up The difference is that there is no ending At least until the summer comes This fucking spring has got me mental This fucking spring has got me sentimental This fucking spring has got me mental When summer comes it'll only be more painful I fly away and drown myself at the same time Please take care of yourself I will be alright
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In the middle of the end of the world I'm taking myself apart People are weird But I don't have to finish this line I wanna be And I wanna die I'm falling apart And it's mystik enough I wanna die And I wanna live forever I've been here since the beginning of time But you can't prove it
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Am I running from myself Is it that difficult to care It's just as good as other day to die I need to settle this right now So cold inside I had no clue Than I decided to follow you No way to go no use to pray Another day another day Would like tell Wouldn't dare to ask Until my mind will fall in dust No way to go no use to pray What's left of us Why people running from me I can't get rid of this smell It's just as good as other day to die My name is written on the wall of your house Would like to tell you everything I feel But it doesn't fit in line I know you never looked at me Or maybe I was just too dumb So many faces all around You're my number one I'm creeping on your back againg I never said I'm feeling fine So cold outside please take your hat And I'll just go I'll just forget No way to go no use to pray Another day another day Would like tell Wouldn't dare to ask Until my mind will fall in dust No way to go no use to pray What's left of us
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My memories are getting screwed up My fantasies are getting fucked up I'm trying to be as nice as I can be I just never had a chance to show I just never had a chance to tell you The only one who don't belong here is me (is me) I will start tomorrow Maybe the next day I will get to know you I swear Maybe not today Hitting it with hands is no fun Try to hit it with your head I know that you will feel much better now It's nothing it's nothing I know I can't feel it I know that there is so much more more pain The headache just doesn't matter at all right now
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一言 01:41
君の名前俺の心臓に刻まれている 辛い。痛い。愛。 どうして全て言えなかった? 遅すぎた?早すぎた?丁度良すぎたか? 全部忘れてくれ 俺は君の代わりに覚えてるから 君は今どこに居るんだろ もう一度君の顔見たいぞ 今でも美しいのか 心配すんな,もう関係ないな 俺は(きっと君も)変わってしまった だけど言える事一つだけ 幸せに成ればいいんだ
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This is not my world I will stay right here My body is shaking Such a nice and funny little thing to do I'll leave it to you Though it feels so wrong It feels so damn wrong (look at this so pathetic) I'm just a humble guy Who can take it easy Who don't need a solution Why is everything so close and so far away I'm walking down the street with my breath hold I never wanted to be alone Why has everything happen to be like this I'm walking down the street with my breath hold It doesn't feel any wrong (loneliness is the first step to wisdom) Regret Still denying That there's anything unavoydable I'm living in the future Which is living in the past Friends When you thought there's a lot of them Turns out there's not even one I'm walking down the street with my breath hold I never wanted to be alone Why has everything happen to be like this I'm walking down the street with my breath hold It doesn't feel any wrong (loneliness is the first step to...)

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released June 2, 2018

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